norbertrichard wrote:I can understand the pleasure, and reward that your wife recieves from her boss, and his associates, but other than the money, what reward, or pleasure do you derive from this association? Does she come home, ans screw your brains out, tell you how much she loves you, and appreciates you letting her have this affair? Does she show you that its only you that she cherish's, and has her heart? Is there anything special that she reserves just for you, doesn't sound like it? I would like to hear something that the two of you share, that no one else gets to experience.
I don't write about the normal stuff that goes on in our marriage between her and me, because I consider it mundane, and after all, this is a cuckolding blog. I am not sure if people here are interested in hearing that she took me out on for dinner and that she paid (our money belongs to both, but she took out the VISA from her purse). Or that we exchange kisses and hugs, just like any other couple.
And we do constantly tell each other that we love each other. When I told her that I didn't want any rules, that I wanted her to be free as a hotwife and I wanted her to surprise me, I only gave her two conditions: first, she needed to get me involved somehow, but she was free to withhold or delay information, and she could have encounters on her own, but that sometimes I would like to watch or at least her telling me in detail o sending me an audio or video of some sort. Well, in the case of Gerardo, she has interpreted getting me involved in a particular way, writing publicly down her experience with him. The second condition was that she needed to remind me often that she loved me, just to make sure I didn't go completely crazy trying to manage my natural doubts and jealousy. The last one wasn't really a condition, just a reminder that I liked to be teased and could take a lot, but that I still needed to feel cherished and that I needed her to step out of the cuckoldress role from time to time.
Having said this, although she makes sure that I feel loved, she secures her freedom. She doesn't thank me for letting her live this affair, instead she reminds me that this is her right, because this is the freedom I once gave her and now it was completely up to her to do with it whatever she wanted.
We share a profound love, which we feel every day, and that is reserved to just me and her. But if you mean sexually, if she does something with me which she doesn't do with others, well, I have to say the contrary is rather the case. For example, I am rarely allowed to cum in her mouth or take her ass. This is mostly reserved for her lovers. However, I do get the chastity device and the strapon, which is something she doesn't do with her lovers. Does this qualify for you? For me it does, it is special and makes me feel special. I do feel partially humiliated when she takes me with the strapon and tells me that her lovers can take her ass, but not me, but that instead she is taking my ass. But I do feel also very warm in my heart at the same time.