"Not Really"

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum carefulobserver.

[54321]

Jen came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel. She was immediately amused that before her stood two men with erections. She dropped the towel and passed by me to get to Rob. She wrapped her hands around him and started making out with him. Full tongue. They were fully embraced. Bodies in full contact. It was hot to watch. His hands started to roam all over her. She was all his at that moment. She grabbed his hand and led him to our bedroom. I followed, watched. They did not fuck. They made love. It was slow and sensual. Not like what we had been doing the last 48 hours or so.

He was fucking her slowly. I could tell he was enjoying her inner warmth. I was in the room but it was just the two of them. It was very unlike any other coupling I had witnessed her do. Nothing about it was primal. It was like two lovers deeply connected, in love really. For the first time in a long time I felt jealousy. I left the room at that point. Left them to finish their connection.

So intense!

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[54321]

She was grateful for my cooperation and she told me that my giving a blow job and her watching was a super turn on for her. It was also a power trip. My anxiety subsided. It wasn’t an unpleasant act. It was more about my perceived masculinity more than anything. If I had initiated it as something I wanted to do it would have been different. Jen was clear that she thought nothing less of me for doing it. In fact she felt we had broadened our sexual experience because of it.

She was clear that she wanted me to do it at least occasionally. It was a “desire’ of hers. In my head I was running loops of thought on how I was going to manage this new activity. There was a resignation within myself that I knew I would do it for her. She wasn’t demanding it but it was clear she desired it. I rarely ever denied her.

Indeed. It's not about you and Rob. It's about you and her.

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[Ray-Man]

Ray-Man, I recall that Marc was judgmental of you eating creampies and accused you of being gay for doing so, and I believe Jen was irritated by his comments. Now she's got you giving blowjobs and swallowing. Do you think he planted that idea in her head or in anyway influenced those desires of hers? And now that she realizes she likes you doing that, what do you think she will do if another one of her lovers adopts the same attitude (or if she hooks up with Marc again)?

Good question. She was irritated with his intent. Marc’s comments were designed to put me down and elevate himself at my expense. That’s what made her angry. She always had/has her best and most intense orgasms when I go down her AFTER she has been fucked. I enjoy her squirms and squeals while I am doing it. Her body goes crazy. That makes me want to do it. Sperm is really not that big a deal once you’ve done it a few times. As far as planting a seed? Well at that point we had planted a whole garden so adding another row was logical I guess.

[takemyhotwife80]

Great adventures. I love how your relationship allows you to expand the options you have with this lifestyle. If you are going to do it, nothing should be left off the table.

[Ray-Man]

Friday 12/9/2022

The first full week of December we finally started to get our energy back. We had some vanilla sex early in the week but by Friday Jen was at full arousal again. Tory asked if we could come to Boston that weekend. I had a benefit to attend at a casino in CT that weekend for work and originally Jen was coming with me. After much pleading I agreed she could go to Boston without me that Friday and we would reconnect on Saturday.

With much excitement she left for Boston shortly after work. I headed the other direction to CT. I was jealous that I was going to miss out on all the fun. It was all that I could think about on the drive.

I was at a steakhouse for dinner with clients when I received a text from her. It was a picture of her on her knees with two cocks in her mouth. I almost wished she hadn’t sent it as it was tearing me up not being there. I got a few more explicit photos over a period of an hour or so and then nothing.

I woke in the morning in my hotel room and texted Jen good morning with a heart emoji. Nothing. I went to breakfast with my associates and texted her again. Nothing. Around 10:00 am I received my first text from her, an apology and an “I love you”. She had slept in as a result of a long night of fucking. I could only imagine how it must have been. I continued on with my obligations at the casino and around 4:00 pm it was time to leave for home. I texted Jen that I would be there in an hour and one half.

She texted back that she was still in Boston. I had assumed she was home already as that was the plan. She texted me and asked if she could stay another night. I was a little bummed at the request but I agreed. She stated that Tory had other plans and it would be just her and Rob. So Rob was going to have her solo for the first time. I was bummed because I got left out of the previous nights fun and now I would again that night.

I decided to go to the gym to ease my anxiety and work off some energy.

Saturday nights at the gym are fairly quiet. Everyone is out having fun with their significant other after all. I wasn’t there 10 minutes and Marc walks in. I spotted him first and made like I did not notice him. He went to the locker room to change and when he emerged he walked directly to me in the free weight section.

[Ray-Man]

Sorry….

He greeted me and immediately started apologizing for the way he had previously acted. He asked if Jen was there and I told him she was out of town. He went on to continue his apologizing and for some reason I just did not want to make him drag it out. I told him no harm had been done and we were square. He stayed with me the whole time and worked out next to me. We talked about nothing really.

When I headed to the locker room to shower he followed. I finished first and like the previous times he emerged and stood in front of me naked and continued to make conversation. De-ja vu. His dick was in my face again. It just could not be a coincidence. On the way out of the gym he suggested we get a beer. We ended up at an Applebee’s a quarter mile away.

A burger and a couple beers in he moved the conversation back to Jen. He explained that he got carried away with her. She was really sexy and fun and that he in fact was jealous of me and that was the root of his poor behavior. He had time to think about it and realized how much of an ass he had been, his words. He admitted that his treatment of me was an extension of that jealousy.

He also discussed how amazed he was at our relationship. How open and free it was. That we threw away taboos and had fun. Fun that was not subject to normal boundaries or societal dictates. I got the feeling some of this was directed towards me and my “activities”. This was especially pointed as I was still coming to terms with having given Rob oral. He also spent a lot of time discussing how sex with Jen was something he had never experienced previously. She helped him push his own boundaries.

I knew he would eventually ask and he did. He wanted to know if it would ever be possible to have another chance and he assured me that he would be on his best behavior. I simply told him that it would be Jen’s decision and that I would pass it along. He countered that he needed my blessing as it wasn’t Jen that he wronged. He got me on that one. I told him I appreciated that but in the end it was a discussion I would need to have with Jen.

We parted ways after that and I went home with all sorts of things to sort out in my mind. It didn’t help that I was going home to an empty house. Shortly after I arrived home a car pulled into our driveway.

[octavian]

You have done it yet again Ray-Man! Leaving us on the edge of our seats waiting for your next exciting instalment.

[Lensman2000]

Another cliffhanger!

[ArdentOneX]

Yes .. can't wait!

[Ray-Man]

Thanksgiving II…

In walks Tory. He was home for a dinner with his parents, a substitute for the missed Thanksgiving dinner derailed by Covid. He was expecting Jen to be home. He had a beer with me and since she was not there and in Boston he left to go back and join her and Rob. This added to my anxiety of course and I almost considered doing the same thing, although I had never been invited to their actual housing. While thinking on my options car headlights appeared in the driveway again. Thinking Tory was coming back I was surprised to see Brett at the door.

He was back in town and stopped for a quick visit. His girlfriend was back in Plymouth. He was disappointed that Jen was not there. I explained the situation and he was interested in catching up on our journey and what we had been up to. It was a long talk. Lots of details shared. I learned more about his girlfriend and it seemed all was going well for him.

He did miss Jen and I though. The fun that we had was much more intense than the more vanilla situation he was in at that time. We drank a lot of beer and had long conversations about our previous situation. He did admit that he exited due to the Yale adventure and felt that he could not continue back then. He seemed to regret his decision on one level but was happy now with the girl he was dating.

We had too many beers so he stayed the night in his old room. He left early in the morning and said that he would visit again to catch up with Jen. It was good that he stopped by as it kept my mind off of what I was missing.

Two old boyfriends and one current one in just one evening. Ironic.

Jen arrived home Sunday afternoon around 2:00 pm. She was exhausted. She looked like she had not slept in days. I got a quick recap of her weekend before she went to our room for a nap. She had a full on threesome, spit roast, when she arrived on Friday. That was the only time she took cum in her mouth. The rest of Friday night she was basically shared between them vaginally when either of them became hard again. So it was mostly one on one unless she was working a cock to get it hard.

This went on until about 4:00 am. Tory had to leave around 9:00 am to get back to his parents for a dinner. So for the rest of Saturday she was naked in their dorm and Rob took her when ever he wanted. She said it was basically a free use situation and she loved it. Rob really wanted to try new things so they got into some experimenting with positions, etc. She really enjoyed her one on one time with Rob. Late afternoon they slept on the couch together until Tory arrived that evening and woke them.

At that point she was Tory’s for the remainder of the night. Rob was spent. She said she was too but could not deny Tory’s lust for her. She slept in his bed and got used pretty hard during the night.

[Ray-Man]

No soup for you…

She was sore. And tired. She had been a fuck doll for two young horny guys for nearly 48 hours. After her recap she retired to our bed and other than a little dinner I prepared for her she slept through the night without waking at all. I was horny as fuck and didn’t get any.

Before work the next morning I got a few more details which did not help with my latent sexual tension. My time would not come until that evening.

After dinner I was at the point of begging and she was still sore. At this time I mentioned that Brett had stopped by and stayed the night. She immediately focused on my every word. I covered just about all we talked about and I could clearly see she was now horny no matter how sore her pussy was. I then dropped the Marc visit on her. It seemed I was overloading her with information and she could not take any more. I got laid in the living room.

After we talked more. She was really interested in what Brett had to say and wanted to know more about his girlfriend. We worked through that topic and then she wanted to move on to Marc. I told her everything and passed on his apology to her. This intrigued her. I could see the wheels turning in her mind. She asked me how I felt when I was talking to him. I told her at first I was guarded and that I eased up as he seemed genuine in acknowledging his poor behavior.

One other topic that surfaced was Rob. He told Jen that he found it hot that I sucked him off. He also confided in her that he too enjoyed going down on her after she had been fucked. He thought maybe he might be Bi. He wanted to know if she would be upset with that. Of course she was not and I think it played to her recent interest in these happenings.

We went to bed after that and made love one more time before drifting off to sleep.

The rest of the week was somewhat mundane. Tuesday through Thursday I got one blow job and that was it. She was still worn out from her weekend orgy.

I was sitting at my desk getting ready to go to lunch when I got a text from her that she had been texting with Marc. She asked if I would be ok with her stopping by to see him for a short time after work. It took me a minute to answer as I knew this could not just be a platonic visit. It would be illogical for me to believe that. But as always, I did not object.

Surprisingly she only visited him for an hour and was home shortly after. They did nothing sexual, just talked. This was a bit of a relief for me as I was concerned that if we were going to re-engage Marc I was uncomfortable with it being too spontaneous.

[ArdentOneX]

I wonder what was said at Marc's. Whether Jen shared information on what barriers were most recently crossed and how much it appealed to her.

[1hottxcpl4fun]

I have been wondering the same thing! What does Jen have up her sleeve?
Please keep up the great work Ray-Man!

[Ray-Man]

Contemplating…

The conversations between them consisted of two parts. His explanation of his bad behavior, including his jealousy of me and the possibility of resuming a friends with benefit relationship. She listened mostly and in the end told him that she had to think on it and also get my input. I was very relieved by this outcome.

She said he seemed very sincere about what went wrong and how he would change to make the situation work. He was missing her terribly. She admitted to me that she did miss the rough sex with him. She liked the way he treated her sexually. She still had some reservations though based on how it all fell apart.

She asked me my thoughts. She said that my feelings on the matter were the most important. I asked her if she really wanted to resume sex with him. She said she did. I asked how we would manage him if his bad behavior returned. She said she would accept no excuses and shut him off immediately. I asked if we could sleep on it and she agreed.

She was cuddled into my chest, with my sperm in her pussy. She was fast asleep. I lay awake thinking about the situation. For some reason I just wasn’t buying his new awakening. His personality just didn’t match up with good behavior. I could have been wrong I thought at the time. Maybe the jolt of being cut off from her changed him. However I had this nagging feeling that he would try and steal her from me.


In the morning we talked more. It was clear she wanted to re-engage him. Against my gut feelings I agreed to them getting together again. Jen was ecstatic. Her enthusiasm illustrated her veiled desire to see him again. She had been playing it cool for my benefit. That was Friday morning.

Friday after work they planned on getting together. It was a bit quick for me. She left straight from work and they met at his place. She came home 4 hours later looking like she had been ravaged. We resumed the old routine and I ended up between her legs. Not sure if he changed his diet or not but the previous bitter taste of him was absent. She was tender and loose. Messy. We had very good sex that night. Maybe I was wrong.

The next morning she was too sore for sex. We showered together and went out for breakfast. The darkness of December was settling in and it was a gloomy day. Saturday night I was still shut off due to her condition down there.

Sunday she and Marc were texting constantly. I was getting annoyed. Rob had also been texting her trying to set something up for the following weekend. I asked Jen if Marc was clear on the “other” activities with Rob and Tory. She said that she had not discussed them with Marc. I suggested that she might want to based on what happened last time. She agreed.

She tried to broach the subject via text. He wanted to discuss it in person. So she left to go see him. I inadvertently created a situation in which I pushed her to him. So I ended up with the afternoon to myself.

[Ray-Man]

Naked Truths….

As soon as she arrived he commanded her to get naked. Their discussion started after he inseminated her the first round.

She said that he was not really happy that she was fucking 2 other dudes plus me. But in the spirit of his new found enlightenment he agreed to set his feelings aside and work on them. They then spent the afternoon fucking. Hard fucking. His dominate side was back in full force. She said that fucking was near brutal and the dirty talk back to being very degrading.

At one point he was fucking her mouth. Not like before. He was much more aggressive. She said that she nearly puked on him twice and she was streaming tears. I asked why she did not stop him. She said she liked it on some level even though it was difficult. He finished on her face that time. I could see the dried evidence in her hair when she was telling me this.

He called her a whore. She had no issue with it. I did. But I kept it to myself. He came three other times, all inside of her. He pinned her to the bed. Controlled her. She loved it. She was there for 5 hours.

I was already regretting my support of this.

Then she told me how they discussed “the other two”. He wanted details. She gave them to him. He was curious. He asked if I licked her after they fucked her. She affirmed that I did. Then she offered, unsolicited, that I had sucked Rob off twice. 1 1/2 times in my mind. Marc found this to be of special interest. He wanted all the details. She told him. I told her I wished that she did not get into it that deep. But it was too late. I wanted to guard my masculinity and telling a guy like Marc about those activities seemed unnecessary.

But I loved her. So I was between her legs cleaning Marc from her pussy. We fucked once, slowly.

So many contradictions. Jen is the sweetest person outside of the bedroom. None of her friends would ever suspect the salty sex life she had behind closed doors. I could not, nor would she tolerate me calling her a whore. Yet a narcissistic guy could degrade her at will and she loved it.

Two young college guys could fuck her for hours and her condition down there was not extremely different. Yet Marc fucked her for a couple hours and she was very much transformed down there. I loved this particular transformation of her pussy from both the standpoint of intercourse and oral with her after he was done with her. Yet I did not particularly like him. Contradiction.

She is a tender and loving person. But she loves to be abused and degraded as a sexual women. Something that would have been unfathomable before her release into the wild. Marc made me cautious. I did not trust him. But he did bring her the pleasure and excitement she sought. I longed for the days Brett was involved with us. It was the perfect combination.

[Johng1953]

I don't trust Marc either.

[ArdentOneX]

Welcome back. I can't wait to hear what transpires next.

[54321]

However I had this nagging feeling that he would try and steal her from me.

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[Magellanic29]

Very hot. I kind of like that Marc is back. Curious to see where this goes.

[mooshscuck]

Wow, this story is amazing, and gets better every chapter!
Sounds like Marc is going to give you a hard time...

[Lensman2000]

This is both a twisted and compelling story. For you it's life and not just a story; but I think you may have similar feelings.

[Ray-Man]

Regular abuse…

She went to work Monday morning in a great mood. Giddy really. She was happy that her pussy was sore. She texted me from work that she was going to stop briefly at his place on her way home.

I cooked dinner and waited. She came in around 6:30 and was clearly in an “I got fucked hard” condition. We talked about it. He was hitting all the right spots. He had become much more aggressive compared to the last time they were an item. She was smitten about it. It was triggering some form of primal sexual urges within her. I hated every minute of it. I could not get myself aroused by their engagement.

She was with him Wednesday and Thursday that week as well. I got a little time with her but he was wearing her out. She was on a high.

We left for Maryland on Friday Morning to visit her parents and sister for Christmas. We did not come home until Thursday the following week. We both had the Christmas week off.

Boston boys texted on Friday morning requesting her presence down east. This made me happy. I was hoping at some point to be invited. She texted Marc to inform him of her plans. He objected of course. She reasoned with him. He got angry. He then requested that she break it off with Tory and Rob. She declined. From that point on it got ugly. The old Marc was back. She almost backed down but I interjected.

And just like that it was over. He could not share her. She broke it off with him when he started to put forth ultimatums. He texted me to gain my solidarity. This pissed Jen off and of course I was no fan of his so it was a failed attempt at coercion. I was happy that he was gone again although I acted indifferent to the situation while it was in development. I was on her side and she appreciated it.

Friday afternoon we left for Boston. I dropped her off and got a room at the casino, luckily, as it was the day before New Years Eve. The boys fucked her good and she requested to be used extra hard. They did their best. I picked up a very tired Jen the next afternoon. We stayed in the casino that night together. Dinner and then some light love making, I had to be gentle to her condition. We then watched the ball drop at midnight together.

Rob met us Sunday morning at the casino and joined us for breakfast. After, we showed him our fancy room and then he asked for a quickie. It was a set up. Jen came clean later on it. She wanted both of us to get naked. We all climbed into the bed together. We were on either side of her giving her body attention with our hands. Eventually Rob descended down her body towards her pussy, kissing her skin on his way. Jen started to make out with me in a passionate way. A distraction I suppose. Then I felt a mouth on my dick. I broke our kiss and looked down at Rob taking my cock into his mouth. Jen softly asked me to let him continue. So I let him continue. He really got into it but I did not feel as though I would be able to cum.

It was a confusing moment but it was also erotic in a way. I could tell I was going to have a mental block about cumming. He was enthusiastic and doing a good job but my mind wasn’t in it at that moment. He worked all of it down there, balls included.

I whispered to Jen that I did not think that I would be able to cum. She jumped up from laying by my side and straddled my face. Burying her pussy into my mouth. Not going to lie, it was a little ripe. But it did the trick. 5 minutes or so later Rob received a load of man juice in his mouth for the first time in his life. And Jen came all over my tongue. I will never forget the feeling of anticipation just before ejaculating. It was surreal.

[Ray-Man]

Yup…

Rob seemed happy enough with his accomplishment although maybe a little embarrassed. He did not stay long after the big event. His clothes were on and out the door he went. Probably a little post nut clarity going on in his mind. Jen and I laid together and she thanked me. She explained everything. It was planned. We showered and left the casino hotel for home.

On the way back she was receiving a slew of text messages from Rob. Was I mad? She assured him I wasn’t. He did admit a little bit of self reflection right after he swallowed my sperm. But an hour or so later he was content with it. He told Jen it felt natural. He said that he would do it again without hesitation. That he was satisfied with the experience. He liked both. He said he knew now that he was Bi, or wanted to be.

Jen was so happy about the experience. It gave her some sort of satisfaction and a feeling of power. She felt in control. The men in her life were adhering to her desires. No one was objecting. And she had the power to make me cum when I thought that I could not.

We arrived home and it started. We had to block Marc on our phones as he just would not give up. I could tell Jen was a little down about how things worked out, or didn’t, with Marc. I did my best to help her come to terms with it. Internally I was relieved.

What would end up helping was Christmas break for Tory and Rob. Tuesday they arrived at our house for what would end up being a free for all for the remainder of the week. However Jen and I had to go back to work. The guys hung out at the house during the day and as soon as Jen got home from work they were on her like a pack of wolves.

Evenings and mornings were spent breeding Jen. She went to work swollen and wet every day that week. I and Rob regularly went down on her in between intercourse sessions. Tory simply fucked her every chance he could. Out of the three of us I was by far the odd man out. They took the lions share of the turns when it came to fucking her. It was all a blur. No man on man interactions oddly enough.

Saturday was the most intense. It was an all day train on her. She commented on how it was one of the most sexual days of her life. I couldn’t even fathom how she could not have been too sore to continue. By Sunday all sexual energy had been spent. Nothing happened at all on Sunday. Tory and Rob left at noon to head back east and Jen and I rested in the afternoon.

[Ray-Man]

Its a new year…

That next week Jen and I were very ordinary. I think the intensity of the previous week was almost too much on the mind. We made love a couple times, very vanilla. And the following weekend we had no visitors.

The third week of January was more of the same. Jen and I had more love making sessions between us but no visitors for that weekend. For all that had happened Jen and I seemed to be in a very mellow period.

Saturday, January 28, 2023, Tory came home for an overnight. He visited his parents and then came to our place to stay. We had supper together. He and Jen then disappeared into his room where they stayed until daybreak. She said that they fucked 3 times then fell asleep. They showered together and we then all went out for breakfast.

Around 11:00 am he fucked her in front of me just before he departed. She was bent over a chair with her pants down. I went down on her soon after and she was very content. I did not have sex with her though. Not until we went to bed that night. Things seemed to be somewhat tame.

The first week of February Jen and I seemed to get into a more physical routine. We started having sex almost daily and we got back to a regular gym routine. Fortunately we did not encounter Marc during our workout times. Our love making sessions were becoming more intimate and not so much just fucking. It was a pleasant change. We had been on such a sexual peak for so long the change up was enjoyable.

We had not heard much from Rob since the New Years week. Tory seemed busy and not as available.

We would come to find out that Rob had gone full into hooking up with a couple guys. Finding himself. And he would never hook up with Jen again. His time was over. Tory, being his roommate, was a little surprised by the development. But he as well was looking beyond Jen and admitted to her that he had hooked up with a girl at his housing. This revelation made Jen nervous. Not about risk, but more about losing Tory as a fuck buddy.