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by PDXsubcuck » Sat Aug 28, 2010 2:35 pm
Actually I think a true cuckold has a cheating wife and he isn't at all happy about it. He might accept it for various reasons but he doesn't like it (even if he is getting something material or in some ways a thrill). His wife is cheating on him.
Us "cuckolds" here are looking at it an entirely different way. We want in various ways for our wives to have sex with other men. A lot of us are guilty of topping from below. All of us are different in our turn-ons and turn-offs. Since most of us have some sort of agreement with our wife we meet (like hot wife husbands and swinger husbands) the dictionary definition of being a cuckold (but of course hot wife husbands and swingers do not consider themselves cuckolds) but in some ways we are like the hot wife hubbies and swingers in that we actually view things differently.
Since as it is done here is done by some sort of agreement between the wife and the husband in some ways it isn't really cheating and in this day and time considering where most of us live we could get a divorce if we really wanted out of it or if that did not work we could do what husbands have done since the beginning of time...bug out!
I actually have limited experience as a cuckold but my wife has played as a hot wife long before the term was known, about twenty-three years on and off. It started as a step to swinging and it did do that but as time went on we found that we enjoyed her playing more than us both playing and it was hard to find a guy she really wanted to fuck but even harder to find a lover and even harder for us to find a couple that we both wanted to play with. Swing parties worked okay (she loved having sex with three, four, five guys in an evening and trying bi) but she enjoys as she says the "illusion of romance".
So she had sex with a guy while I was not present...breaking one of our big rules. Long story, not the place for it here but there were reasons for her to do it and reasons for her not to do but she did it with him and if I recall right she had several orgasms and he came in her twice. I hated it and I loved it. It hurt, painful! But I was so turned on and wanted her wet and well used pussy so much. She enjoyed it but didn't like the fact that it upset me. And like a lot of women here she hated ALL the QUESTIONS I asked.
So she had sex without me being present with one of our long term lovers and I enjoyed it, she loved it except for the questions. We had a threesome later that day. But she still was reluctant to expand things until she spent some time emailing and talking on the phone with a Doctor that wanted into her panties. She agreed to meet him for coffee. She promised me that she would NOT do anything more than chat with him. As you might guess considering where I am posting something happened. I got a hurried phone call (before she had a mobile phone) about four hours later, two more than she had said she would be gone, telling me that she would be leaving in a bit...from his MOTEL room. Skyrockets in flight. I was scared, turned-on, hurt, aroused...all those what I consider "cuckold" feelings. It was about a twenty minute drive and she got home a bit over an hour later. Hmmh?
When she got home I started asking questions. Without a word she took my hand, dragged me back to our bedroom, hopped on the bed on her back, ripped her snap front sundress totally open, showing that she no longer had her bra on, spread her legs revealing a very wet thong and then pulled the thong to one side revealing matted pubic hair, wet mess, glistening, open lips. Said, "What do you think happened?"
I started eating her pussy as she pulled on me and forced my head into the mess. She told me what had happened. How she had walked in to their meeting place, a fast food place, and how she got so excited, aroused realizing how turned on he had been waiting for her. She knew right then they were going to fuck. In less than twenty minutes after she first walked into their first meeting they were in a motel: driving there, checking in and they getting naked. She is sure in less than twenty minutes...fast food to bed! Wow! All sorts of thoughts in my mind. Hurt but turned on.
She told me how good of lover he was, how many times he came in her (three), how she lost count of her orgasms, how much she enjoyed his kisses, his touch on her breasts and pussy and ass, how good he was with his hands. How good he was with his tongue and of course how good he was with his cock and how much she enjoyed his cock and how she liked that his loads were pretty large. She told me that she was really, really looking forward to seeing him again, meaning fucking him again.
Then the next step. I was on a trip. Gone about twenty days. On one overnight I knew she was going to do a charity night time walk and before that she was going to go to an informal meet and greet with a small group of couples that enjoy having an extra black male with them. But the friend that she was going to do the charity walk with kept bugging her about what she was planning do earlier, why did they have to meet late and right before their walk time.
But from my point of view I knew she was going to try to make the meet and greet since she was interested in a very nice looking grad student, he had seen her on AFF or someplace. I knew she was going to go the charity walk. I KNEW she wasn't going to reveal any of our swinging to her GF. She was upset that in the past I had hinted that we should tell her GF about hour playing and Brandi was upset at the idea and very set against it.
So we got in from Korea, late, but not too bad, the time difference and my bedside phone rings (I'd give Brandi my trip sheet and she knew the phone numbers of most our regular hotels). I am in bed, I am pretty sure that she would not be able to play with the guy that had her interest and that was the only guy she had permission to play with. I assume it is just her checking in and telling me she is at home. I pick it up, "Your wife is a great cock sucker."...a male voice. "Ohh, the way she take my cock in her mouth...the way she runs her tongue done the bottom...She really loves to suck cock..." A pause. "We are at Sherri's, on her bed and Brandi, that is your wife isn't it, has my cock in her mouth...ah now she is playing with and sucking on my balls...she is good!" I hear feminine laughter, Sherri's I think. I don't know what I say.
Sherri gets on the phone and tells me how my wife is naked on her bed, all of them are naked, and she is sucking Sherri's male friend from AFF. She tells me that her friend is looking forward to fucking my wife. I don't handle it all that well. But at the same time it hurts so much I also have to admit that I am erect and jealous and turned on and envious and angry and and and... Not good at all. My wife naked on her friend's bed, sucking some guy's cock and getting ready to fuck him...no warning or anything to me and her GF watching and knowing about it all...the one that Brandi was upset at the idea hinting about some of our fun!? WOW!
I find out later from my wife that Sherri had kept bugging her about what Brandi was doing before the walk. Sherri then told Brandi that she had a male friend (Sherri was married but her hubby wasn't home) coming over from the Central Valley for the walk...and to have sex with Sherri and that the friend was from AFF. My wife was shocked.
So Brandi tells Sherri about the meet and greet and Sherri and her both go... That doesn't work out well since they have to leave but she does get to chat to Sid (who does become a lover later) and then they go off to the walk. Sherri's friend is there. Sherri tells him where they had been. He gets Brandi to talk about some of what she has done and starts flirting with her. They wind up necking (kissing, hands inside of her bra, in her panties) in the tent used to take breaks when they aren't walking. Then they head off to Sherri's place to play... Then I get a phone call...
That takes time to process. Brandi hates me being upset but hates all the questions even more.
More things happen. She plays a cheating wife a few times. A few more guys that I never meet. A few overnights. Some problems but I have to admit that over all it is very exciting and I love (and she loves) the reclaiming of my wife each time I get home from a trip.
As time goes on I realize that Brandi is a bit sub to her lovers and I enjoy seeing her (or knowing she is with) a man that takes charge. Tells her what to do. Treats her like a friend/girlfriend/mistress/lover in public and in front of me. Takes it as a given that when they are together they are the couple. Kissing her. Feeling her as we sit in a restaurant. One guy had me taste my wife's pussy juices on his fingers as we dined in a nice restaurant...very hot and knowing my wife was letting him play with her pussy in public....something I don't get to do any more was very hot. I like to please her and her lover.
So Brandi has had me nibble on her while a lover was in her, teasing me about how my tongue must have touched his cock. Bringing them water, drinks towels and so on in bed. Seeing her sitting with her lover as a couple. So I realize I am a bit sub too. I like her lover being an Alpha male to her.
So I'm not sure of the order but some of my turn-ons, shared with my wife are:
Seeing them kiss and be the couple in public, things like pull up her dress and fondle her bare ass where others might see. See her respond to him telling her what to do.
Hearing her vocal enjoyment of the sex.
Both of them reminding me I am a cuckold.
The little helping things, waiting on them.
Cleaning her after he comes in her...my wife love it, loves telling me to do that but I'd like her lover to tell me to do that. She has asked me how I enjoy the taste of his come and that is hot, when you are between your wife's legs and she is full of her lover's sperm you are very aware that she just has had some other man's cock there. Most of the time she just spreads her legs and has me eat her, grabs my head and pulls it into her but at times she will sit on my face and rub the mess around, very erotic. I've also been eating her and felt her lover rubbing his half hard and wet cock against my head as they kiss and cuddle as I eat my wife's well used pussy. Felt rather in my place, as in almost not there...Strange but interesting
Cleaning him? Yeah if she told me to or if he told me to...I'd do it and hate and love it. Very symbolic.
I enjoy her telling me how much she enjoys the sex with a lover, how his cock feels, how much come. She thinks I am the best pussy eater she has ever had but it is obvious for a couple of reasons (size isn't really one of them but I tend to come pretty fast when I am excited) that some of her lovers have been a lot more satisfying in a physical sense and she does love a larger and thicker cock or two cocks in her at the same time.
Denial...not really but she does like to not have sex with me a day or two before seeing a lover. Kind of polite eh, clean and tight?
I like, and she likes, her lover being in charge, planning things, telling her what to do, what to wear and so on. I'd enjoy him being more in charge of me too, telling me to bring drinks, clean her, wait on them. Reminding me that Brandi is my wife and his lover and when they are together she is his. (Not really but it is a game she and I enjoy, she likes being "his" when they are together and I love seeing it too.) Maybe clean him? Get fucked by him? Ah, Brandi would really have to want to see that and he would have to really want it...scary. Being used that way might be the ultimate submission to your wife's lover?
We started with a mfm as a way to go into swinging and just took a different couple of turns. But I did have a GF cheat on me and it hurt but was also hot. I think if things had happened a bit differently I would not consider myself a cuckold but they happened so I consider myself a cuckold with the good and bad of that.
I was now very nervous about having to eat that much cum out of her.
Now I enjoy creampie as much as the next guy. But even that was way to much for me.
