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by jw_kk » Mon Jan 22, 2024 8:00 am
Some say that cuckolding relies on the male (cuckold) being sexually submissive in general. I've often wondered about this.
My first lover, Lois, conditioned me to put the woman first; that total focus on her needs and pleasure was the key to sexual bliss and satisfaction for both partners. In our relationship, Lois always came first, enjoying two to three oral orgasms at a minimum before any consideration to penetrative sex
was given.
I was also trained to delay my own gratification, even to the point that it didn't matter if I ejaculated - Lois was the center, and focus of all attention. I suppose as a matter of perspective that that conditioning made me at least somewhat sexually submissive. in part, I was desperately inadequate, and lacking self-confidence - to me, Lois was extraordinarily beautiful, hot, and I was always suffering from anxiety that I would somehow lose her, or be otherwise kicked to the curb. So I was willing to do anything, and everything she wanted, no matter how I truly felt about it.
From face-sitting, being queened, rimming her, sucking her toes, or fingers, being peed on, having her slap my cock and balls, being forced to jack off while she watched, commenting, critiquing, dirty-talking, no matter what Lois asked, I did it to please her.
I was very inexperienced, and some of her demands like queening, or rimming her, or the piss sessions were well outside my repertoire at the time. Some of it made me uncomfortable, and sometimes, after, left me with a sense of shame or self-loathing. Those feelings did not last, and I learned to accept, and adapt to Lois' demands solely on the basis of pleasing her.