We've been having a good time. We pretty much go out once a week now and she usually ends up fucking one to four guys at a time. Sometimes we meet new guys, usually one on one. Every now and then she'll fuck one guy, then fuck one or more later that night, or sometimes she's be with a few at a time.
We still have issues from time to time where someone will flake and now show up and that can be a drag. She's got a few regular bulls now, but still nothing super solid. I'm working on setting up a big gangbang for her birthday, so we'll see if that goes off. I'm still not certain I can get it together, but we'll see. She would like 10+ guys.
She has really gotten into the lifestyle and loves talking about it. She enjoys telling people that I'm her cuck. When we talk to people at the sex club she'll introduce me as her cuck all the time now. One of the first things she tells any guy we meet for her to hook-up with is that I'm "just a cuck" so I don't get to have sex with her anymore, but that I may still participate in other ways if that's ok. Some guys are into it and some aren't.
Sometimes I just let them do their own thing and I just watch or other times I'll lick her and rub her while they fuck her or hold her in positions. There have been a couple of guys really into the cuckolding dynamic. One of her regular bulls really is and they like to engage in cuckolding dirty talk with me. He's also put his cock in my mouth after fucking her and said things like, "Come taste your wife's pussy" and one time when she was on her back he kept pulling it out and putting it in my mouth while she watched and he was asking her if she liked watching her cuck suck bull cock and she was like, "Oh yeah, make him take it," while she was rubbing herself. So he started fucking my mouth some, but then he pulled it out and put it in her ass.
On Thanksgiving morning while we were in bed she leaned over to me and said, "You know what I'm thankful for?" I said, "What?" And she said, "I'm thankful I'm married to a self-sucking cuck." I said, "Really?" She said, "Yeah. I can find lots of guys to fuck me, but I don't think there are many guys that would do what you do." I smiled and said, "I guess." She was like, "Really, this has been so amazing. I would have never imagined this a couple years ago, but now I wouldn't want it any other way." I said, "I'm thankful for you too. I love being your cuck. I've never felt closer to you. I'm so glad that you're so into this." And she was like, "Me too."
Later she said she's been thinking about fucking me in the ass at the sex club with people watching. I was like, "I dunno, maybe." But I was really turned on that she was thinking about something like this. This sex club is straight though. I've never seen anything like that happen there. But they do have some nights, like twice a month I think, that are like alternative lifestyle nights. We've never been, but I told her if we did it we'd have to go on one of those nights. We talked about it again the next night and I asked her why she wanted to do it with with people watching and she said she wants me to experience getting fucked with people watching the way she has, and she wants to be the bull. I started getting hard at this and she noticed. She was like, "What are you going to do with that?" I said I didn't know and she was like, "You need to suck it."
I said, "You want me to suck my own cock so you can save yourself for all those bulls?" She was like, "That's right, you have to take all you're own cum now. You like being a cuck that watches all these other men fuck your wife?" "Yeah." "You like cleaning up all their cum after they fill me up?" "Yeah." I was turning upside down now to suck myself. She was like, "Uh huh, All these guys get to fuck all my holes and cum in me, and you just have to suck your own cock and cum in your own mouth." "Mmmm hmmm." "Yeah, take your own cum so I can keep myself clean for Steve tomorrow, he's gonna fuck me so good." I was sucking hard then and stroking my shaft, "Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmmm!" When I started cumming I pulled out a little so she could watch it shooting into my mouth. Then she came too.
The next night we went out and met with Steve (a "second date") at the sex club and they just had a one-on-one while I watched. He's got a big cock and he fucked her really good and made her cum twice (once with his mouth). When we got back home we talked about the night and I ended up cumming in my mouth again with her encouragement.
P.S. I just texted her and said I was thinking about her. She texted back and said, "Really, I was thinking about Stuart. Lol" (a new potential bull she's been texting with). I texted back, "As you should be." She replied, "That's right cuck
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