SoCal Bosun wrote: ↑Mon Jan 30, 2023 10:30 am
Hi everyone! Well, I finally have tie to give you all an update on the weekend, now that the dust is starting to settle. Monday morning and I have some time to fill you all in. It was a very intense weekend, well, for me at least. The emotions that we cucks go through are so intense, like an emotional roller coaster.
Timbur, you asked how do or did I manage. Yes, its can be so hard. I tried to keep myself distracted but its always there, present in your mind, like seeing the world through a filter. I just try to honestly not loose it and text her a load of negative things. Have to keep it positive, I know after its all done we will be able to discuss and work through everything.
So. Friday night, Becka worked late, very late, getting off after midnight and was at least an hour and a half drive away from home, so she opted for the safe choice as she was tired and got herself a hotel. I always knew there would be a good chance I wouldn't see her this night, which I suppose added to the intensity of emotions I was feeling. Sleeping alone and knowing what was coming up.
Saturday morning arrived and I woke up after tossing and turning a little. I looked at my phone and had a message from her at 2:30am. It said, "good night my love and my cuck, I'm going to sleep now finally. When you wake up I want you to lock yourself up and put on panties for the day. I'll call you in the morning at 8:30, xxxx". So that is what I did. I got out my cage, locked myself up and put on a pair of panties, and waited for her call.
She called and we chatted for a little while, she was tired and a little nervous to be going to such an event, however used to it a bit from her work, always brushing shoulders with "high flyers" and celebs. She had to get on the road at 9:30 to drive down to his, where he was meeting him outside of his house and he was going to drive them both to the event, then the hotel he had booked for the night. She hung up the phone and got ready. I received a text a little while later, two pics, one of her standing in front of a mirror looking beautiful, in all her finery, and makeup. She looked stunning, like a goddess. And the next picture made my heart leap and my cock tried to swell, a picture of her hand with her wedding ring taken off and on the sideboard. The mark clearly visible on her naked finger. And that was that. She was gone, or at least now on her way to him.
I had a fun day planned with the kids to try and keep my mind off what was happening, and I received the occasional one sentence updates throughout the day, with the occasional photo. I took the kids to the zoo, so there I was, walking around locked and in panties with my phone buzzing in my pocket every hour or so. It was intense. The first photo I got was a picture of them both together, his arm around her, and she leaning into his neck. They were both smiling so much.
I think now I'll have to relate to from what she told me happened, so almost from her perspective.
They walked in together and he seemed a little nervous and unsure, she asked him if he would like her to hold his hand, he said yes, and then she said he melted and relaxed as they walked in with people looking, hand in hand. They spent a few hours mingling and him meeting and talking with people he knew and work colleagues. She said they constantly were touching or his hand on her back. He looked after her throughout the afternoon and she sat listening to him talk and socialize, being by his side and people watching. He made sure she had always a glass of wine and that she was ok and happy. They had a few photographers come up and take their picture, and he also had one of his friends take a picture of them together on his phone, which is the photo that I received, after he gave her the pic. She said she felt very confident and sexy on his arm, and a couple of women complimented her on her dress and style.
Eventually after a few hours it was time to leave, and they went outside and picked up the car and he drove them to the nice hotel that he had booked for them for the evening, to make it special. On the car ride over she told him that her husband (me) was having a bit of a hard time with it all, and how this was developing. She said she is concerned a bit as she doesn't want it to effect their hanging out. He told her its ok, to take it slow and if she needed a little break to take it, that he is not going anywhere and that he will be there for her. She replied "but I don't want to take a break, I want to be able to keep seeing you". When she told me this I groaned. Its true she has to deal with my ups and downs, I hate it, but its a reminder that she is sensitive to them, and would take a little break and cool it with him if she felt is absolutely necessary, but that she is truthful enough with me to tell me she doesn't want to cool it. She says I can't keep on putting the candy in front of her and when she reaches out take it away. I said I hate to think of myself doing that, and I don't realize it. that I'm not the one in control and would never tell her to stop. But she said I just see how you are, and if I think you are not doing well it means that I have to then think about where this is going. That that is like the candy being taken away. During this conversation she also said "if I have to break it up with him, because you are not handling it well, I'm just letting you know I'm done with the whole thing. I'm not trying again, I'm not sleeping with another man just for your fantasies. That it will be over." That made me panick, and its a real reality check. I told her that thought scares me, as there will be resentment and I don't think I could ever stop having thoughts like these. That I didn't want that to happen and its a slightly dangerous place for our relationship to go to. I need to deal with this, and learn how to do even better.
Anyhow, getting back to it. (Ugh, this is going to be a long post). Well they arrived at the hotel (a vey nice one btw) and after checking in they went to the room. She took a photo of the room, the bed and sent it to me. Ping went my phone in the zoo. Opening my phone there was the bed. 2 minutes later "Ping" again. I opened my phone and there was Becka standing in the bathroom, taking a picture in the mirror of her dress unbuttoned and opened at the front, showing her Bra panties and stockings.
"Oh fuck" I quickly replied. "Your going to get fucked, ugh, I keep trying to get hard".
Silence for 30 minutes the "ping".
she wrote "Good, I know that cock will keep trying to get hard as it should. I just did get fucked, I didn't last very long before I came on his lovely cock"
Those were her words. Exactly.
She told me later at this point that after they fucked they lay on the bed cuddling. And this bit really hurt but excited me. She told him that she is just so sexually attracted to him. That just being with him makes her want to pull out his cock and suck him, fuck, him, be with him. She told him that its not like that with her husband anymore, and that it takes her cuck to start touching her for her to get excited, and that while we do have a very beautiful and full sex life she supposes its just the effect of being together for over 20 years. That was so hot and hard to hear, but honestly normal and to be expected. I mean he's new, hot and sexy, of course the sparks will be flying in her camp more. But again, it was Becka being brutally honest.
After cuddling in the bed they sat up and had some drinks and snacks he had brought for them. He brought the ingredients for her to make her favorite cocktail and some of her favorite snacks. They sat and talked for a while, and she then sent me another pic. She is sitting on the chair next to the little table. She is in her bra and little chocker, and the rest of her is naked. She has her drink and snacks on the table in front of her and she has a massive smile on her face."He took this picture of me just now. I'm sitting on a towel because his cum is dripping out of me"
This is all happening as I go about my day with the kids. Now off to get something to eat.
So Becka and her man then left the hotel and went to a restaurant. After which they retired back to the hotel. She had asked him to bring his tripod for his phone, so they could film. By this time I was at home and she told me they were about to have some fun and record it, so finally I could see them together. My heart was beating.
Before she started to film I asked her how she felt.I told her I was shaking and very excited. She replied "good boy my little caged cuck. You could say my pussy is his" (It turns out that while they were last fucking, as she came she exclaimed to him that her pussy was now his) eek.
Then silence for about an hour and a half. So intense. "Ping". I looked at my phone. "Okay, I have two videos, but they are very long so I'm going to chop them up and send them to you."
"My legs are shaking Mistress, I want you to thank him for me" I said. "You're bringing a cucks fantasies to life"
"I believe you can definitely say I am making those fantasies a realty" Becka replied. Then..
"Ive passed on the thank you, and yes again my pussy is definitely more his than yours at the moment"
"Your legs should be shaking. Get ready you're going to now see what you have been imaging all this time"
And then the videos started to come in.
I hid in my room, watching them one by one. A full hour. It started with him blindfolded on tied to the bed. Becka was slowly kissing and purring as she hovered over his body, slowly pulling out his big thick cock. It stood up so strong and proud as she slowly licked it up and down, making gentle noises as she looked into the camera. Slowly she played with him till his hips were thrusting up and down. She undressed very very slowly and lowered her body above his, grazing her breasts and body on his chest. His cock twitching and straining and standing up very erect. She kissed him slowly and passionately before finally her panties came off. She held her self above him and slowly started to slide her pussy up and down the outside of his shaft. All the way up to the head, then when he pushed up she lifted up and slid back down the outside of his shaft. This is a bit of a party trick she does. She loves it. The anticipation, the teasing. It was driving him wild and he was groaning and you could hear the bed straining as he pulled at his restraints.
Eventually she could take it any more. She untied him, and as soon as she did he was on her, above her, holding her down into the bed. He gently pushed his big cock into her, my wife moaning as he did, her legs spread so wide. I watched on as I then saw them passionately kiss and fuck for must be another 25 minutes, changing positions, getting close then kissing and moaning, before continuing to fuck.
I texted Becka halfway through watching that even though I'm caged I feel like I'm still going to cum in my panties watching them together."Go for it" she said.Ugh
I watched them. Lying in bed alone caged and in my panties, pulling at my cage as I watched my wife body twist and arch, moan with her arms and legs wrapped around each other. She came. So loudly, she grabbed onto him and held him as her hips thrust greedily as she came. When she slowly stopped moving he was fucking her hard, he then all of a sudden pulled his huge cock out and pumping it with his fist started to spurt streams of cum all over Beclas body. I could see it on the camera. He groaned and pumped his cock, it could fit two to three fists on it but he did it with one. She looked up at him as he covered her. It was too much for me. My ring tightened around my balls, the pain intensified as met cock swelled and the bars of the cage dug in. The pressure built then I stated to cum All in my panties. I saw stars. I was soaked. I lay there as I watched the last of the video. They were lying kissing. Then Becka stood up and walked to the camera smiling. Her body glistening with his cum. She turned off the camera then that was that.
Well OMG. I have to work and finish this.
That was it for that night. I tried to sleep in my cage. I tossed and turned again but managed a little bit.
The next day I woke up and she messaged. They were in bed again fucking again. As he filled her pussy this time he told her that his dick was all hers.
They had breakfast afterwards and drove back to his. On the way his parents replied as he had sent them a picture of himself and Becka together. they had been pestering him, They supposedly really like the picture.
They kissed, she put her wedding rings back on and drove home, getting back around 2pm.
I can't go into now our converstaion afterwards as I have to go. But it was very involved. I felt so weird. I was nervous and felt a bit intimidated by her. I told her this and she said its because you are finally submitting and letting go. Really its the only thing to do. But I was quiet with her at first, still caged but listened as she told me all about her weekend. She could tell I was all over the place and my emotions shot and a mess. She finds it worrying and she says I just don't see how I'm going to continue as things progress. I listen and try to be poise. I am poise, I' turned on, I encourage her and love it then suddenly am quiet again, as I hear things like how she is so turned on by him.
Last night she pulled me out of my cage, and we fucked, or made love. It ended with us humming together, me adding my mix into her. We then cuddled and went to sleep.
This week she says she is going to ease off and not see him to give me a break, but obviously wants to see him but its ok. Its what she is doing. She says we will just continue and take everyday as it comes, and she knows that I am a cuck and no matter how hard some of the moments are, I won't be able to give it up.
So that's where we are. Wow. This took me along time to write. I hope you enjoy reading. I'll respond to any thoughts chat or questions, and when I get the opportunity will answer the thoughts above.
So its a path that we are all on as cucks. And I think I can deal with it all, the main point is nit to make it too difficult for Becka, She says for the first time its now about her, and that all the other stuff, all the other cuck scenarios are not cuck at all, its just men getting off again and them wanting things to go their way. that finally this is about her.