john jasson wrote: ↑Mon Feb 21, 2022 9:29 am
SomeoneCuckMe wrote: ↑Sun Feb 20, 2022 12:50 pm
Hey
I know you guys will think im a bitch for that but I honestly dont care anymore.
Really??!! Absolutely not. I don’t believe we are so judgmental in here. This stuff is hot but it can be hell sometimes and most of us know it. There are major shattered emotions involved here for both Tom and Jas.
I really do feel for Jasmine in all of this. Go back to Christmas. She has been with Tom since they were schoolchildren pretty much. She loves him dearly and thinks he is her forever man. They’ve spent ten years building their young adult lives and in her head they’re going to grow old together. If you look at their exchanges in the early pages of the original thread, you can feel her devotion to him shining out from the page. For example:
J: Woah, I dont think he would and I would'nt anyway! Im with you! I love you for who you are. He isnt better looking than you hes just big with a nice body haha (smiling) and I think his confidence is what girls like, I dont know. You actually think of him fucking me? (Frowning, waiting for an answer like shes abit weirded out)
M: I havent thought about that exactly.. ( I bottled it! I should have said yes! I was abit intimidated by her facial expression) I just get turned on at the thought of him wanting you and you wanting him.
J: I dont want him haha
M: Its hot though to think about right?
J: Not really, I want you
M: So why didnt you reply?
J: I have a boyfriend dumbass
M: I love you
J: I love you too. Plus, hes always making fun of you.
It comes across that she is totally vanilla. “I’m with you.” she says, and she so endearingly fails to understand when he suggests her getting with Steve. She’s completely bewildered by the things Tom is now saying. She has no idea about this stuff. Yes, she knows Tom is a bit geeky, not like show off Steve, but she loves him for who he is. She expects him to want her to be faithful like she's always been. It’s them against the world. He’s her rock. Her constant. Her everything. But suddenly he isn’t.
On her first date night with Steve, Jas comes home to Tom wanting some loving and sex from her boyfriend. Tom should give it to her. Take this new dimension in their relationship slowly. Instead he sends her off to Steve’s house. He's thrown her off a cliff because it gets his dick hard. She’s sexually hot for Steve, but her mind must be in turmoil in the uber going over there that night.
Fast forward to last night for the effect all of this has had:
J: Tom was obviously whatsapping me all night and I have to admit, I didnt care!
He’s taken their oneness away at a stroke, and he’s throwing some really extreme stuff at this girl who he loves and who loves him. She must feel as though she’s had the rug pulled from under her. She’s bound to be confused by it all. He throws her at Steve because he knows she’s had a thing for him. It’s not unusual to have a thing for someone you know. People fancy people their whole lives without following through. Jas may have been that way with Steve in the event, had she not been pushed.
Within days she has been sexually active with Steve and two other men. They are men she wants in the moment and she has the time of her life. She has her head turned. At the same time she must have been feeling such pain in her heart that she’d lost her normal life and her anchor because Tom is acting so differently; so weird. It's all too quick. No wonder she feels like a confused mess, wanting Tom, but wanting others.
Now, for the time being, she’s like a little girl in a free sweet shop grabbing everything that looks tasty. But never having had an adult relationship with anyone other than Tom, she’s vulnerable to predators. She doesn’t understand the health warning signs that come with those tasty sweets because she’s never needed to with Tom, her man, by her side.
I love Tom’s writing on here and the hot way he describes everything. Kudos for all of that, and he obviously loves Jas. He has a lot of courage too. He is very extreme in the kink, though. Much more so than a lot of us, I believe, and it’s hard to see a way back from here for him and his lovely girl.
How does Tom expect her to feel when she gets to comparing him to this latest guy? Has he thought about that between the wanking?
Tatts seems to be everything a girl dreams of although she has no knowledge of any skeletons in his cupboard. He has his own house and wealth to lavish on her. Tom and Jas (I think) live in rented accommodation, and he said they had a tough time financially during Covid and were only just getting back on their feet. How well a man can provide is a big consideration when a woman might be turning her attention to nest building.
How does it make her feel about Tom when she’s out on the town enjoying herself with this independent, fit, attractive guy and Tom’s sending her videos of himself wanking? Yeah, I know she said she’s into that, but really? Looks to me like a very good way to make himself redundant, if she’s seeing Tatts as long term relationship material. I love my girl to run wild, but I wouldn’t ever text anything like that to her while she was out having fun (or ever, to be honest). I'm pretty sure she would turn her phone off just like Jas did, and maybe break mine over my head when she got home. One of the mistakes it’s easy to make is that your girl is into every aspect of your kink as much as you are, whatever she might say to please you in passion.
Maybe Tom’s only hope with Jasmine is if she gets her heart broken and she needs his support. Even then it might only be as a friend until she moves on to the next man. It’s just hard to see them flying again as a full time stable couple when she is looking at other options and liking what she sees so much. They both seem such lovely people, so I do I hope I’m wrong and they can find a way through it. Then again, I'm cheering for Tom and Jas to survive this, but brutally Jas might be better off with someone else. Nonetheless, it would be a tragedy to trash the hopes and dreams of ten long years, wouldn’t it? At least I hope they remain good friends. Tom must never, ever blame her for this, but he knows that anyway. He says it's hot. I know it's hot, for sure, but where does that leave you when you've lost your loving sweetheart who you love more than anything? That certainly isn't hot.