Wisher wrote: ↑Sat Dec 04, 2021 2:04 am
Let's not get into the whole 'property' or who tells who to do what thing. This is about mutual agreement and consent. This doesn't work unless both parties are fully on board.
So, regardless of previous consent and agreement, if one party decides they no longer want to do it, how does the other react?
Crossposting in the other section to get both sets of opinions.
When the girlfriend and I were transitioning from her sleeping around with a bunch of men to simply just having one boyfriend whom she could fall for fully , she was real hesitant of falling in love or giving herself without limits to another man. She was afraid that I would get jealous or hurt and did not want to do that. I promised her that I would be okay and encouraged her to let herself go. Gave her the green light to move forward with him as much or as little as she wanted as long as I was around in the picture.
She was still hesitant but feeling better about my approval and encouragement. She did however question me about those times
I'd get very jealous, frustrated, and crabby when she would pick other men before me, how would it be different if it would actually be intensifying even more if she was planning on giving herself on a deeper level to another man?
Long story short, I told her that I wanted it like that. Told her that despite me displaying jealousy or sometimes getting a little irritated or crabby that she would cancel plans to go be with him or similar, that I liked the jealousy and wanted it that way. She didn't understand and told me she didn't want to hurt me. I explained that I really wanted her to keep pushing forward and not worry about me.
That night in bed, I made her promise that she would not hold back regardless of how jealous or crabby I became and that she would continue dating him and letting their relationship grow. That night she promised me she would not hold back like she had been and told me she would be giving herself to him without restrictions and the fear of hurting me and would let things happen organically. We made passionate love to celebrate our conversation and decision.
She held her end of the deal. I watched my girlfriend in love and belonging to another man for over two years. While she was all his, she also held her promise by keeping me around. We still had sex from time to time and still told me she loved me but we no longer lived together and she spent more time with him. Went on vacations with him, went to holiday parties with him, took him to weddings and parties instead of me. Anyway... I was the one who failed to keep my end of the deal. I was the one who after two years could not handle seeing her being now mostly his.
After being with her boyfriend for two full years and having been lovers for years before that, I broke down and asked her to leave him. At first she asked me for time to think about it. Months later I brought it up again and she said just a few more days/week. And finally the third time, I sat her down and she told me it just wasnt enough time and she wanted more time. She was crying and told me she loved him and enjoyed being his girlfriend. She told me that she did what I wanted, told me that she gave herself fully to him mind body and soul just how i told her to not hold back.
She was upset that I wasnt keeping my end of the deal now that I saw her telling him that she loves him, giving her body to him more exclusively, and just overall being more his than mine. At the end of that night, she wasn't able to agree to leave him. She wanted to stay with me and with him. I broke down and could no longer handle seeing her like that so I walked away. That has been one of the biggest regrets that I have. I wish I would have just sucked it up instead of panicking and leaving her. Sadly, I keep reliving this scenario and wanting to retry in efforts to relive it in a more successful manner where I can fully handle being her number two.
For those who didn't want to read. She was not able to stop.