Cuckold dreaming!

[Freemans892]

Hi Chris, being in chastity, denied, knowing all about Amanda and Matt, makes you a de facto cuckold, hence you shouldnt have thought that youbwere going to break up, or even suggest such a thing.

Once a cuckold, always a cuckold. You should be happy for Amandas happiness.

If I were you, I would crawl to Amandas feet and aske her to be her secret bf once again.

Chris doesn’t need to accept complete denial (no kissing / no touching) at the age of 18 / 19, which is the only option that Amanda is offering. In addition, she change the ground rules without consulting Chris. As it was pointed out in Daniel97 thread, there is a low percentage of high school sweat hearts who end up being married without any breaks. With this situation, Chris gets to date other women as well and may find a woman who is better suited at being a cuckoldress.

[subbieCuck]

Hi Chris, being in chastity, denied, knowing all about Amanda and Matt, makes you a de facto cuckold, hence you shouldnt have thought that youbwere going to break up, or even suggest such a thing.

Once a cuckold, always a cuckold. You should be happy for Amandas happiness.

If I were you, I would crawl to Amandas feet and aske her to be her secret bf once again.

Chris doesn’t need to accept complete denial (no kissing / no touching) at the age of 18 / 19, which is the only option that Amanda is offering. In addition, she change the ground rules without consulting Chris. As it was pointed out in Daniel97 thread, there is a low percentage of high school sweat hearts who end up being married without any breaks. With this situation, Chris gets to date other women as well and may find a woman who is better suited at being a cuckoldress.

Thanks for the reply and your input Freemans892. You certainly have a point and most of us would take your suggestion. But I am just pointing that Chris could consider this harsh 24/7 denial road.
What Amanda proposed is in line with cuckold attitudes. Anyway, it is up to Chris to decide.

But here is another question: should Chris be seeking a cuckoldress, a girl that is already familiar with this fetish, or should he be searching for a random mainstream girl that he finds attractive?

[Freemans892]

Hi Chris, being in chastity, denied, knowing all about Amanda and Matt, makes you a de facto cuckold, hence you shouldnt have thought that youbwere going to break up, or even suggest such a thing.

Once a cuckold, always a cuckold. You should be happy for Amandas happiness.

If I were you, I would crawl to Amandas feet and aske her to be her secret bf once again.

Chris doesn’t need to accept complete denial (no kissing / no touching) at the age of 18 / 19, which is the only option that Amanda is offering. In addition, she change the ground rules without consulting Chris. As it was pointed out in Daniel97 thread, there is a low percentage of high school sweat hearts who end up being married without any breaks. With this situation, Chris gets to date other women as well and may find a woman who is better suited at being a cuckoldress.

Thanks for the reply and your input Freemans892. You certainly have a point and most of us would take your suggestion. But I am just pointing that Chris could consider this harsh 24/7 denial road.
What Amanda proposed is in line with cuckold attitudes. Anyway, it is up to Chris to decide.

But here is another question: should Chris be seeking a cuckoldress, a girl that is already familiar with this fetish, or should he be searching for a random mainstream girl that he finds attractive?

In this point of his life, I would say the latter. I can’t image there being too many 18’s / 19’s girls out there who have any idea what a cuckoldress is.

[hwc]

"So, I told Amanda I think we should break up for now. Amanda understood and admitted that maybe it's for the best. We agreed we'd still be friends and continue to make time for each other. We even left things sort of open-ended, with the possibility that maybe we'll get back together in the future, but no expectations though. Amanda even teased me that there's no reason she can't continue to confide in me about her sex life, as a friend of course"

Shame. It seems like you've missed a golden opportunity, as far as cuckolding goes, but its your choice. Do you still love Amanda? Are you still jealous? If so, what is the status regarding you remaining single, if you are now officially broken up as a secret couple Are you going to be looking for a girlfriend? I suppose the chastity and denial are out of the window too? Or, have you had any seconds thoughts on your decision or had any chats with Amanda, about what she would like?

[ChrisCuck]

Not really a cuckold post, but I finally had my first threesome!

Steve has been kind of seeing someone. Sort of a girlfriend, but not really. Actually, I'm not really sure what they are. I think something more than fuck buddies, but less than serious.

I got invited to join them in bed. She's pretty hot, so I wasn't going to say no.

She sucked Steve and I before we took turns fucking her. She wanted both of our cocks in her mouth. It was kind of awkward. Not so much because I was touching dicks with my roommate, but because he's way bigger than me. About twice as big. It wasn't awkward like a turn-off. It was actually kind of a turn-on. Not in a gay way. At least I don't think it was gay. He and I didn't do any gay stuff on each other. It was more that feeling of being a regular small-dicked dude doing stuff you only see in porn movies. And doing it with people who look like professional porn actors. Awkward, but cool.

I had a great time and I'd totally do it again! Not sure if there will be a second time though and I'm not going to ask. I think it's more of a special invitation sort of thing. Entirely up to them.

It's funny how Steve and I haven't talked about it at all. Kind of like nothing happened. I don't think we're avoiding the subject. More like nothing's really changed between us, so why turn it into something weird? We touched dicks and took turns banging his not-quite-girlfriend. Just normal roommate stuff. Lol.

[Anders86]

Great to hear from you again Chris. How are you? Have you met anyone new? Heard anything from Amanda?

[wingman]

Chris
Please tell me your not burning a bridge with Amanda? Be sure to talk with her, often. Make sure she knows you still love her very much. You should also ask her if she’s told Matt any of the truth? Matt’s true color will come out, they will break up, and she come back to you. You should also feel her out about getting back together over the summer.

[ChrisCuck]

Great to hear from you again Chris. How are you? Have you met anyone new? Heard anything from Amanda?

I'm good. Haven't met anyone new, but that's fine. I'm in no rush.

Amanda and I have been hanging out regularly. As friends though. Sometimes just the two of us. Sometimes with Matt. Sometimes when Steve is home. She and I aren't just friends. We're study buddies too! Lol! Not quite as exciting as having her as a secret girlfriend. But, I really do like being around her. And it seems pretty mutual. I'm glad the friendship thing is working out.

Chris
Please tell me your not burning a bridge with Amanda? Be sure to talk with her, often. Make sure she knows you still love her very much. You should also ask her if she’s told Matt any of the truth? Matt’s true color will come out, they will break up, and she come back to you. You should also feel her out about getting back together over the summer.

I don't think Amanda should say anything to Matt about the "truth." She didn't do anything wrong that needs confessing. As far as her and Matt breaking up, they're still not an official couple. Technically Amanda and I could start having sex again over the summer and it wouldn't violate their arrangement. Not that I'm expecting something like that to happen. But, I'd be lying if I said it hasn't crossed my mind.

[ChrisCuck]

I told Amanda about the threesome. She does not approve! Her response is that I'm stupid and that I should have just stayed her secret boyfriend and held out until the summer.

We dropped the subject because we both agreed we didn't want to argue about it, but it's obvious she's really annoyed with me.

I don't get her. Why does she care? I mean we're broken up. And I don't give her any grief for giving me that stupid ultimatum that led us to break up in the first place.

It's frustrating.

[Anders86]

My gut says and I’m guessing out of that feeling is, Amanda cares because she is still in love with you.

And that is also the reason why she wanted you to stay her secret boyfriend. Just my gut feeling...

[hielosecoo]

I told Amanda about the threesome. She does not approve! Her response is that I'm stupid and that I should have just stayed her secret boyfriend and held out until the summer.

We dropped the subject because we both agreed we didn't want to argue about it, but it's obvious she's really annoyed with me.

I don't get her. Why does she care? I mean we're broken up. And I don't give her any grief for giving me that stupid ultimatum that led us to break up in the first place.

It's frustrating.

I would think there is a possibility that she didn't thought that she had any risk on losing you despite breaking up. Maybe she even gave the ultimatum because she thought she would come back to you anyways (yeah, sometimes logic doesn't work). Is there a chance she actually loves you and just wanted to enjoy the "adventure", but doesnt have any real romantic interest on her other guy?

What would happen if you told her that is unfair for her for giving you an ultimatum, but you would have continued if she would have asked you if you agreed and those kind of stuff?

[Freemans892]

Her reaction is a good thing because her jealousy tells you she still has strong feelings for you and doesn’t want to lose you someone else. You now just need to find out if the other guy is only a short-term fling for Amanda.

[Wannabee]

I'd probably start with "sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you". Tell her that you thought she no longer had feelings for you. This could be such a great opportunity to get back together and reset your relationship.

[ChrisCuck]

Amanda and I had a talk.

"So has Tracy been beating down your door for another threesome?"

"No, it's actually like it never happened."

"Are you disappointed?"

"It's fine. I never had any expectations."

Amanda seemed hesitant. But, then she blurted out an apology!

"Look, I'm sorry, Chris. Okay?"

"Okay. But, what are you apologizing for?"

"For the way things happened. And for assuming that you'd just wait for me anyway."

"It's cool. It was just the way you put me on the spot that was the problem. No sex, no touching, not even any kissing. Take it or leave it. You know?"

"You forgot to mention the chastity. No patting-off either."

"That part didn't bother me. It was kind of hot that you'd expect me to be locked up for the semester while you gave yourself to Matt. I wonder, could I really have gone that long without jerking off?"

"Patting off," Amanda butted it, being funny.

"Okay, patting off. I don't know if I could have gone that long, but I would have tried."

"It wasn't that I didn't want to kiss you anymore. I just felt like we'd end up secretly getting together just to make out. It seemed like it would be kind of like cheating. Or, it would lead to actual cheating. I'd have had to turn you down anytime you tried to do anything more than kiss me."

"Just like when we were first dating," I joked.

"You weren't that bad! But, yeah, kind of like that."

"Sounds fun, actually."

"It kind of does, doesn't it? But, I do like all the time we've been spending with each other being friends. It's easier to find time for each other when we're not only thinking about sneaking around."

"True."

"But, finding some alone time and being able to hold hands with and kiss my secret boyfriend would be nice too."

Amanda leaned in and kissed me. I kissed her back.

"Would you be willing to be my secret boyfriend again?" she asked.

"I'm willing," I said, relieved at the turn of events.

"You're going to be faithful to me? No more threesomes?"

"Like I said, Tracy hasn't shown any interest."

"But, if she does? I mean, she might have developed a small penis fetish!"

Amanda and I both laughed.

"No threesomes, no sex with anybody else," I assured her.

"Chastity for the rest of the semester?"

"Yeah."

"I'm willing to bend the rules and help you put it on right now if you're absolutely sure."

I was sure. We went to the bathroom. As I stood there, naked in front of Amanda, my already tiny dick shriveling up as she ran cold water on it with the shower wand, I felt this total sense of relief.

Once locked up, I felt even more relieved.

And that's how I'm still feeling. Relieved. Relieved that I'm back with Amanda. Relieved that I'm back to being a cuckold. Relieved to be locked up while Amanda fucks Matt's brains out for the rest of the semester. This feels right to me.

[Anders86]

Chris if you’re happy, I am too for the two of you. Good luck and I hope we’ll get more updates soon. Have a great locked up cuck semester

[subtoall]

Amanda's back. Great news. I'm eager to hear what's next for you all.

[bradisalpha]

chris,

It was your destiny all along.

Brad

[cthubby]

funny! sometimes I used our real names in stuff I wrote for penthouse/ general media.. I mean who would know?..and by some minute chance someone put it together, opens more doors of opportunity..however
rarely, ... do guys..or gals..discuss porn posts tho..so rarely would anyone know unless you pointed it out to them

[corey22901]

Hi Chris,

Been a while, just checking with you on your relationship to Amanda?

As a man, I have been in chastity for over 7 years, nearly all 24/7 with 4 or 5 releases a year. I have found that once you get over the refractory period, longer lock ups are best.

My suggestion is that June is a long ways away. Go to Amazon or Ebay and order one of the "arc" versions of stainless cages. They lock and are much easier to take care of than plastic.

You can figure out a safety key so in an emergency, Amanda will know you used it (sealed envelope, etc) and she keeps a key.

Suggest getting it, making sure it fits, then invite her over for the locking. Have her put the key in and turn it and then tug out the key. Very powerful power exchange and then you will be in a more secure and cleanable situaiton.

Enjoy the ride!

[ChrisCuck]

Chris if you’re happy, I am too for the two of you. Good luck and I hope we’ll get more updates soon. Have a great locked up cuck semester

Thanks!

Amanda's back. Great news. I'm eager to hear what's next for you all.

I'm eager to see how this goes too!

chris,

It was your destiny all along.

Brad

Yeah, maybe. Lol!

Hi Chris,

Been a while, just checking with you on your relationship to Amanda?

As a man, I have been in chastity for over 7 years, nearly all 24/7 with 4 or 5 releases a year. I have found that once you get over the refractory period, longer lock ups are best.

My suggestion is that June is a long ways away. Go to Amazon or Ebay and order one of the "arc" versions of stainless cages. They lock and are much easier to take care of than plastic.

You can figure out a safety key so in an emergency, Amanda will know you used it (sealed envelope, etc) and she keeps a key.

Suggest getting it, making sure it fits, then invite her over for the locking. Have her put the key in and turn it and then tug out the key. Very powerful power exchange and then you will be in a more secure and cleanable situaiton.

Enjoy the ride!

It's more like mid-May. But, it's still a long time. I feel pretty good about keeping things clean with the plastic. Maybe because I pay good attention to that sort of thing. But, I do wonder if maybe I'll need permission to be let out at least once or twice between now and then so I can do a really thorough cleaning.

The cage I have can lock with a metal lock, but the disposable plastic locks work fine. I like the idea of being able to easily remove the cage in a just-in-case scenario. There's a lot of trust involved either way, whether we stick with plastic locks or use a metal lock, that I won't remove it without good cause.

I actually find the best way to not be tempted to remove it is to not even touch myself down there unless there's a need. To treat my penis like it doesn't even belong to me. Like I've surrendered my dick to Amanda and it's now off limits even to me. Amanda gets to decide what to do with my penis. This time around though, her decision is to keep it locked away in storage long-term while she enjoys Matt's bigger and better dick. Not sure if that sounds stupid, but thinking of it in that way really helps. If I know not to touch it after I'm done showering, my willpower stays solid. Of course, I haven't gone super long in chastity either. So, I'm definitely not trying to brag like I know a lot about long-term chastity. Because I don't. I hope I do well holding out until the end of the semester.

I looked up stainles steel cages, like you'd suggested. I can definitely see how some of them would be easier to keep clean. With some models, there's lots of air circulation all around, including at the head. Can you please explain the "arc" thing to me? Is that just the curve of the cage or is it something else?

I don't plan on buying anything new at the moment, especially since the one I have was a present from Amanda. But, it would be good to know more about available options. What's out there and what makes one better than another.

[Tomaszk]

You made a big mistake. She will never be with you like a man again .. You will always be a pussy for her

[Janes Husband]

Interesting story. She found someone very fast.

[Wannabee]

Great news Chris. Very happy for you.

[hwc]

Great news, to hear you are back on! Can't wait to hear what happens next!

[rlm]

Thanks for the update Chris. Can't wait for the next one.
Rob