hotpastdawn wrote: ↑Tue Dec 20, 2022 7:37 amHi Pufferfish! I just listened to the podcast last night where you described your cuckolding experiences with your beautiful wife! I am so happy that you shared your own perspective on the topic. There was so much I could relate to regarding my late husband's desire to be cuckolded by me, your own expressions to be cuckolded, and your wife's reactions.
A few years ago, my late husband started inquiring about my sexual history. He was a virgin when we met in our early 20's and I was most certainly not. It was obvious to him as I became his "teacher" while we dated and eventually married, but he never started asking about it until after 15 years of marriage.
When he began asking, I was overcome with a sense of guilt and shame. I was very promiscuous before meeting him (fellatio was my "drug of choice") and the lover I had before we met was a much older man with a very, very large cock and the skill to use it. My husband, on the other hand, had the smallest penis of all of my former lovers. It took me going online and researching why he might be asking about my sexual history. I was encouraged to indulge him, and once I noticed how visibly aroused my stories made him (his ED issues suddenly vanished and he often ejaculated prematurely in my hand as I described my activities) I found the courage to be completely forthcoming about my hyper-sexuality.
Eventually he found the courage to admit to me his greatest fantasy, to be cuckolded by me, to watch me have sex with a man with a large cock.
Like your own wife, I felt that he might have other motivations. Did he want to "trap" me as described in the podcast? Was he just wanting to have an excuse to sleep with another woman? He eventually assuaged my fears and apprehension as we began to incorporate discussions about the fantasy in our pillow talk and foreplay. Just those activities - discussing the fantasies - made our sex life more amazing than it had ever been in all of the years of our marriage.
Eventually I agreed to do it for him. I wanted to make that fantasy come true for him in every detail that he described. I also wanted to have sex with a large cock again, too!
I'm so glad that you shared your love of cleaning your wife pussy of her lover's cum with your mouth as well. My husband wanted to do this as part of reclaiming me and I believe that many men have a desire to do this but are afraid to tell their wives out of fear of it being seen as a homosexual act. It never would have been a detractor in my eyes, nor would it have diminished his masculinity to me one bit. As our fantasies progressed, I began encouraging him to go down on me and clean me of his own ejaculations. He had the typical aversion to his own semen at first, but after only a few minutes he would become ravenous. My own orgasms from the attention of his mouth and tongue had never been so potent, either.
You mentioned that desire for your wife to seek your approval, a last checkpoint during the act before going through with it. My husband had a similar desire, but he wasn't seeking it in quite that way. He wanted to prove to me that he wanted it by fellating my bull's cock to full erection so that it was his mouth that facilitated its penetration of me.
We had made the decision to go through with our fantasy but he passed away suddenly before we could fulfill it together. I'm so happy that you and your wife have had the opportunity to do this together. I believe that it would have made our marriage and sex life even stronger if we had been able to as well. My only regret is that we didn't explore this much earlier in our marriage.
I look forward to following the posts on here that describe the adventures that you and your wife have! Thank you for being so forthcoming about your sexual desires with the world. I wish more men had the courage that you have, and you have absolutely no reason to have any self-esteem issues whatsoever. Providing your wife with sexual pleasure, facilitating it even though you might not be the one "giving" it to her during intercourse is a very loving, very noble, and very admirable act!
Simply love your post.
Uncle