Two emails from my wife this morning.
Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2024 3:47 pm
Below I am going to share two emails I received from my wife this morning. But to really appreciate them I think you need to know our backstory first.
Me = R (m52)
Wife = K (f46)
Married in 2001 (22.5 years)
When married we were both church going conservative evangelical christians raised by two sets of church going conservative evangelical christians families. Our entire world was pretty much filled and surrounded with conservative evangelical christianity.
About 10 years ago I deconverted from christianity. The more I studied the bible and the christian religion (such as its history and development) the less believable it became to me, so much so that trying to keep my faith alive became a huge source of stress for me.
Me wife saw the stress it created in me, and supported my deconversion, despite not having any reason to deconvert herself. We are still totally in love today, and she is still totally devoted to her faith despite no longer being married to a fellow believer.
Needless to say, when I first discovered that the thought of her having sex with other men turned me on, it was something I felt I could never share with her. I could not imagine a woman who had spent her life being a devoted conservative evangelical christian, from a family full of the same would take the news of her husbands fantasy well at all.
The fact that Jerry Falwell Jr had to resign as president of Liberty University after it became public that he likes to watch his wife have sex with a pool boy and had been watching her do it for many years only solidified that my fantasy will never be more than my dirty little secret that my wife will never know about. Conservative evangelical christians just aren't ready to accept hotwifing as not a sin, and probably never will be. My fantasy being a secret (even though I was no longer a christian) was the status quo for me for many years.... until this past morning of Saturday December 23rd, 2023.
We had just had great morning sex. I felt so relaxed by the sex, and the fact that I was on vacation from work for the holiday. I was holding my wife in my right arm as she laid next to me with her head on my chest, stroking the soft skin of her back and breathing in the hair on her head. Just talking about this and that felt so good... I didn't realize that I had my guard down.
"What's your latest sex fantasy?" she asked. I was so relaxed and at peace that I just responded truthfully.
Have you ever said something and felt it was hanging above your eyes just waiting for your to grab it and put it back in your mouth so no one would hear it, but your arms are frozen and can't move? Yep... that was me.... needless to say the fear of God came over me.
To make a long story short, my wife handled it amazingly well. Lot's of questions, lot's of concerns, and of course the "it's never going to happen" answer, but open minded to fantasize about it with me.
The last 20+ days started off as a rollercoaster, but today we are in a totally awesome place. In fact, the last two weeks have been the best of our lives, as we have together put a fantasy in place that blows my mind, and her's as well.
I am away from home in a hotel around 130 nights per year. A typical week has me leave Monday, stay four nights in a hotel, and return home Friday. Some weeks are just 3 nights, and around 10 weeks per year I don't travel at all.
So the fantasy we put together is that anytime I am many miles away, and she is horny and needs release, she tells me she needs me, which is her way of asking me to send over T, who is the man who I have chosen to please her when I am out of town. She keeps me on the phone, and uses the toys I bought her (including a Vixskin dildo that is about an inch or 2 longer than me and a little bit thicker) and speaks to me as if T is doing her and tells me how much she loves it. The more details the better. We both always have massive orgasms from this despite being hundreds of miles apart. It has been awesome!
But my lifelong conservative evangelical christian wife kicked it up a notch this morning when I received an email that she sent at 7:33 this morning. Typically she would already be at school by 7:33 AM as a high school teacher, but the school was on a two hour delay today due to the weather. I had just finished up a 7 am training session around 7:50 AM when I opened my phone and saw my wife had sent me the email. This is what the email contained:
*************
I woke up before my alarm when off, thankful for the 2 hour delay. I woke up wet, an engorged pussy and hard nipples. I knew I wanted to orgasm. I don’t want to wait all day, so I decided to take matters into my own hands.
Last time T came over, he left me his number, “just in case”. I didn’t think I would ever need it, but that was before today. I know your at work in the middle of a training session. I’m so proud of you for getting up early in the cold and going to work to provide for me and our family. But I need fucked now. So I texted him and asked him to hurry over, he’s on his way. I let you know the details later. I love you.
your sexy wife.
*************
When I read it I quickly did the math in my head and it had been 15 to 20 minutes since she sent the email, so in my mind T is already there and doing her, and I'm not on the phone with her and have no idea what is going on. I was hard in just a few seconds. The people I had just trained had left, but anyone who walks in would see I am totally turned on. But I also got a huge wave of jealousy due to not being involved like I have been on the phone. I also had a huge wave of anxiety by being left in the dark. This is the first time I have ever experienced this cocktail of arousal, jealousy, anxiety, and probably a dozen other emotions that I couldn't focus on. This cocktail of different emotions was the most erotic feeling I have ever experienced!
Luckily my next training session wasn't until 11 AM, so I could go back to the hotel. But I had to wait 10 minutes to meet with someone before I left. Oh, my mind was totally spinning for that next 10 minutes. I texted her to tell her I got the email, and how turned on I am. No reply.
The 10 minutes passed and I had the quick meeting before heading out to the car. It was 7 degrees outside. I texted my wife that I am still hard as a rock despite the 7 degree temperature. Again, no reply.
Jealousy, anxiety, anxiousness... all mixing with the arousal I am overwhelmed with by the thought that my wife is having sex with T right now as I drive back to the hotel. I get to the hotel and back in my room. I text her again. No reply. About 10 minutes later I get her second email:
*************
Texting T was the right thing to do. By the time he got here, it was so hot and smelly under the covers from me thinking about his tongue. I was so ready for a good lickin’. I asked him to be a little rougher today and he definitely heard me. He dove under the covers and grabbed my body with both hands as he buried his face in my sopping, wet pussy. He said it was wetter than usual and that he liked it because he was extra thirsty today. I could hear him slurp me up. His tongue found my asshole and licked all the way up to my neatly shaven hair line. Which he then noticed and said it was sexy. He asked if I trimmed it just for him and I honestly answered, “no, it was R’s request and I did it for him, but I was hoping you would like it too.”
I told him that sometimes morning sex takes a little longer, but he said he was in no rush and was just here to please me. That reminded me of you and your words, so I started to relax. But I knew I needed a little extra help. I showed him where the toys were and he immediately grabbed the nipple clamps. “I need to wake up your nipples before I can put these on.” At first he was gentle with his tongue. Circular motions over the tits of my large, mounding breasts. One at a time, he took them in in his teeth a softly bit down. I let out a gasp that turned to a gentle moan, “I like that”. He took the clamps and tightened them a bit and one by one he latched them on to my nipples. I bucked my hips in the air at the sudden surge of pain. He said “I hope those hurt just a little” and I nodded. “Good, you asked for it rough.”
He then leaned into my ear and whispered, “I’m going to go back down on you for a few minutes, can I then put my large, hard cock inside of you?” Again I nodded with a bit of a whimper. “Can I please cum inside of you? It will make you feel so good and I want it too.” I shook my head no. I knew he heard me and that he understood.
He crawled back down my sweaty, hot body and took another deep suck of my clit. He then grabbed his own cock and rubbed it all over my pussy so that it was soaked with my juice. He mounted me and it slid in smoothly and deeply. I moaned from the feeling of being so filled up. It was so good. He began to thrust in and out with speed, precision and force. I couldn’t help but scream and ask for more. And he gave me more. Every time he thrust in, I felt him slide across my g-spot and sensations went through my whole body. And then the rush came. It was powerful and releasing. I screamed and my entire body shook with pleasure.
He pulled out and dove his face into my clit. I need one more orgasm before I go. My body was so worked up and there were hormones racing through my body, I knew it wouldn’t take long and that I needed it too. He continued to lick me and rub his hands over my flat stomach. He cupped his his hands around my breasts and my tits bulged through the clamps. He took them off and used his fingers instead. I could feel them harden as I approached the climax. I focused on his tongue and the internal orgasm I just had. And then it happened. My juices exploded and my body shook violently as I moaned loudly. I felt so satisfied. I just laid there a breathed heavily. Once I gathered my senses, I looked around and T had slipped out. It was almost as if no one was ever there.
*************
I called my wife and had one of the most powerful orgasms I ever had. She then left to go teach high school kids. I collapsed onto my hotel bed and just reveled in the thoughts of how much I love what my conservative evangelical christian wife has become since I accidentally told her about my fantasy.
Me = R (m52)
Wife = K (f46)
Married in 2001 (22.5 years)
When married we were both church going conservative evangelical christians raised by two sets of church going conservative evangelical christians families. Our entire world was pretty much filled and surrounded with conservative evangelical christianity.
About 10 years ago I deconverted from christianity. The more I studied the bible and the christian religion (such as its history and development) the less believable it became to me, so much so that trying to keep my faith alive became a huge source of stress for me.
Me wife saw the stress it created in me, and supported my deconversion, despite not having any reason to deconvert herself. We are still totally in love today, and she is still totally devoted to her faith despite no longer being married to a fellow believer.
Needless to say, when I first discovered that the thought of her having sex with other men turned me on, it was something I felt I could never share with her. I could not imagine a woman who had spent her life being a devoted conservative evangelical christian, from a family full of the same would take the news of her husbands fantasy well at all.
The fact that Jerry Falwell Jr had to resign as president of Liberty University after it became public that he likes to watch his wife have sex with a pool boy and had been watching her do it for many years only solidified that my fantasy will never be more than my dirty little secret that my wife will never know about. Conservative evangelical christians just aren't ready to accept hotwifing as not a sin, and probably never will be. My fantasy being a secret (even though I was no longer a christian) was the status quo for me for many years.... until this past morning of Saturday December 23rd, 2023.
We had just had great morning sex. I felt so relaxed by the sex, and the fact that I was on vacation from work for the holiday. I was holding my wife in my right arm as she laid next to me with her head on my chest, stroking the soft skin of her back and breathing in the hair on her head. Just talking about this and that felt so good... I didn't realize that I had my guard down.
"What's your latest sex fantasy?" she asked. I was so relaxed and at peace that I just responded truthfully.
Have you ever said something and felt it was hanging above your eyes just waiting for your to grab it and put it back in your mouth so no one would hear it, but your arms are frozen and can't move? Yep... that was me.... needless to say the fear of God came over me.
To make a long story short, my wife handled it amazingly well. Lot's of questions, lot's of concerns, and of course the "it's never going to happen" answer, but open minded to fantasize about it with me.
The last 20+ days started off as a rollercoaster, but today we are in a totally awesome place. In fact, the last two weeks have been the best of our lives, as we have together put a fantasy in place that blows my mind, and her's as well.
I am away from home in a hotel around 130 nights per year. A typical week has me leave Monday, stay four nights in a hotel, and return home Friday. Some weeks are just 3 nights, and around 10 weeks per year I don't travel at all.
So the fantasy we put together is that anytime I am many miles away, and she is horny and needs release, she tells me she needs me, which is her way of asking me to send over T, who is the man who I have chosen to please her when I am out of town. She keeps me on the phone, and uses the toys I bought her (including a Vixskin dildo that is about an inch or 2 longer than me and a little bit thicker) and speaks to me as if T is doing her and tells me how much she loves it. The more details the better. We both always have massive orgasms from this despite being hundreds of miles apart. It has been awesome!
But my lifelong conservative evangelical christian wife kicked it up a notch this morning when I received an email that she sent at 7:33 this morning. Typically she would already be at school by 7:33 AM as a high school teacher, but the school was on a two hour delay today due to the weather. I had just finished up a 7 am training session around 7:50 AM when I opened my phone and saw my wife had sent me the email. This is what the email contained:
*************
I woke up before my alarm when off, thankful for the 2 hour delay. I woke up wet, an engorged pussy and hard nipples. I knew I wanted to orgasm. I don’t want to wait all day, so I decided to take matters into my own hands.
Last time T came over, he left me his number, “just in case”. I didn’t think I would ever need it, but that was before today. I know your at work in the middle of a training session. I’m so proud of you for getting up early in the cold and going to work to provide for me and our family. But I need fucked now. So I texted him and asked him to hurry over, he’s on his way. I let you know the details later. I love you.
your sexy wife.
*************
When I read it I quickly did the math in my head and it had been 15 to 20 minutes since she sent the email, so in my mind T is already there and doing her, and I'm not on the phone with her and have no idea what is going on. I was hard in just a few seconds. The people I had just trained had left, but anyone who walks in would see I am totally turned on. But I also got a huge wave of jealousy due to not being involved like I have been on the phone. I also had a huge wave of anxiety by being left in the dark. This is the first time I have ever experienced this cocktail of arousal, jealousy, anxiety, and probably a dozen other emotions that I couldn't focus on. This cocktail of different emotions was the most erotic feeling I have ever experienced!
Luckily my next training session wasn't until 11 AM, so I could go back to the hotel. But I had to wait 10 minutes to meet with someone before I left. Oh, my mind was totally spinning for that next 10 minutes. I texted her to tell her I got the email, and how turned on I am. No reply.
The 10 minutes passed and I had the quick meeting before heading out to the car. It was 7 degrees outside. I texted my wife that I am still hard as a rock despite the 7 degree temperature. Again, no reply.
Jealousy, anxiety, anxiousness... all mixing with the arousal I am overwhelmed with by the thought that my wife is having sex with T right now as I drive back to the hotel. I get to the hotel and back in my room. I text her again. No reply. About 10 minutes later I get her second email:
*************
Texting T was the right thing to do. By the time he got here, it was so hot and smelly under the covers from me thinking about his tongue. I was so ready for a good lickin’. I asked him to be a little rougher today and he definitely heard me. He dove under the covers and grabbed my body with both hands as he buried his face in my sopping, wet pussy. He said it was wetter than usual and that he liked it because he was extra thirsty today. I could hear him slurp me up. His tongue found my asshole and licked all the way up to my neatly shaven hair line. Which he then noticed and said it was sexy. He asked if I trimmed it just for him and I honestly answered, “no, it was R’s request and I did it for him, but I was hoping you would like it too.”
I told him that sometimes morning sex takes a little longer, but he said he was in no rush and was just here to please me. That reminded me of you and your words, so I started to relax. But I knew I needed a little extra help. I showed him where the toys were and he immediately grabbed the nipple clamps. “I need to wake up your nipples before I can put these on.” At first he was gentle with his tongue. Circular motions over the tits of my large, mounding breasts. One at a time, he took them in in his teeth a softly bit down. I let out a gasp that turned to a gentle moan, “I like that”. He took the clamps and tightened them a bit and one by one he latched them on to my nipples. I bucked my hips in the air at the sudden surge of pain. He said “I hope those hurt just a little” and I nodded. “Good, you asked for it rough.”
He then leaned into my ear and whispered, “I’m going to go back down on you for a few minutes, can I then put my large, hard cock inside of you?” Again I nodded with a bit of a whimper. “Can I please cum inside of you? It will make you feel so good and I want it too.” I shook my head no. I knew he heard me and that he understood.
He crawled back down my sweaty, hot body and took another deep suck of my clit. He then grabbed his own cock and rubbed it all over my pussy so that it was soaked with my juice. He mounted me and it slid in smoothly and deeply. I moaned from the feeling of being so filled up. It was so good. He began to thrust in and out with speed, precision and force. I couldn’t help but scream and ask for more. And he gave me more. Every time he thrust in, I felt him slide across my g-spot and sensations went through my whole body. And then the rush came. It was powerful and releasing. I screamed and my entire body shook with pleasure.
He pulled out and dove his face into my clit. I need one more orgasm before I go. My body was so worked up and there were hormones racing through my body, I knew it wouldn’t take long and that I needed it too. He continued to lick me and rub his hands over my flat stomach. He cupped his his hands around my breasts and my tits bulged through the clamps. He took them off and used his fingers instead. I could feel them harden as I approached the climax. I focused on his tongue and the internal orgasm I just had. And then it happened. My juices exploded and my body shook violently as I moaned loudly. I felt so satisfied. I just laid there a breathed heavily. Once I gathered my senses, I looked around and T had slipped out. It was almost as if no one was ever there.
*************
I called my wife and had one of the most powerful orgasms I ever had. She then left to go teach high school kids. I collapsed onto my hotel bed and just reveled in the thoughts of how much I love what my conservative evangelical christian wife has become since I accidentally told her about my fantasy.